FORGIVENESS WILL SET YOU FREE

I want to try something new here, for the last few weeks, months, well for a long time now I have sat idle and felt sorry for myself. In my lifetime I have dealt with a lot of pain. Most of it was unnecessary and was brought on by myself. It may have seemed sometimes like it was caused by someone or something else, but it was my fault for allowing myself to be in situations that could hurt me in the first place. I have had a problem with not wanting to let go of the past, the good and the bad. So many things have happened in the past few years that have made me want to just give up. And there are so many things and times that I miss and wish I could go back to. KARMA was a bitch that bit me in the ass this yr. I lost 2 people that cared about me because of my stupidity and can no longer bear kids the normal way. But the only way to move forward is to start over and free myself from my past. And it’s time to move forward.
There are some people right now and some from the past who I would like to apologize to for my actions and tell them everything about me that is wrong. I would like to tell them that it's not good to be so prideful. Pride is an enemy of intimacy. I would like to tell them that me tearing others down and/or belittling them only shows who I really am. And my way of thinking and living is not right. I would like to tell them that me trying to make others feel shame and guilt is also a trait of the devil. I would like to tell them so much. But instead I want to try something new. Forgiveness. I apologize to you all for any pain that I may have put in your life.
I admit I have been wrong, stupid, hurtful, and sometimes just plain mean. But the best part of forgiveness is being forgiven. God has forgiven me. Now I'm asking everyone that I have ever hurt to please forgive me. I'm sorry. No matter how big or little the situation was please forgive me.
The past is the past. I realize that now. I can't change it, or bring something back that used to be, and dwelling on it or sulking won't do any good. I have no guilt. No shame. There is no point. What’s done is done. But what I can do is be the best person I can be and try my hardest not to cause pain to anyone else. I'm going to try my best to be positive. So with that said, I'm moving forward on my life path with a whole new perspective on life.
FORGIVENESS WILL SET YOU FREE